The Nearness of You

When we were one:
one woman
with one tiny mystery
tucked
inside;
in those days I believed:
I could never be nearer to you.

The day you were born,
all my waters broke. My heart
showered you with
a thousand tears,
a thousand tiny kisses.

To this day, I keep bursting.

I roll myself together,
only to be undone by your
impossibly tiny toes, or
your rising and falling chest.
I am poured out. I am
gathered and cast away,
a storm of chaotic bliss.

The nearness of you is with me always,
thundering in my heart,
taking away my breath,
as I am emptied
and filled
and emptied
again and again.

by Erin Wetzel

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