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Week 48 – Things Don’t Stay the Same

bumbo countertop baby newbornIt’s almost been a year since I started blogging about eating food from our CSA, and a lot has happened. We bought a house. We got pregnant and had our first baby. I got laid off and my unemployment checks ran out. And now our baby girl is almost 2 months old.

What were Mr. Wetzel and I even doing a year ago???

I feel like a different person. I feel like the past year of experiences has renewed and refined me. With a blazing fire and a strong wind. Tumultuous times build character…this is true…and chaotic times build your life story.

Life is filled with so many details. So many moments. We look at each other; we sigh; we exchange confidences and dreams. And we commemorate our lives with what we eat.

Let us sit around the dinner table and talk about our day. Let us go out to a restaurant and dream about our future over a bottle of fine wine. Let us go picking for apples and reminisce about our youth.

So much has changed this past year, but one thing that has been a constant is our CSA food. It is consistently healthy and fresh. The local farm remains season in and season out, sustaining our community of produce lovers. The fields produce yield, lie fallow, then are turned over for a new crop. Harvests come and go, and the soil remains underneath, rich dark and mysterious.

phoebe faces smile baby 2 month oldSo too lie our souls.

There is harvest in our lives. Seasons come and go and return. Things change and are renewed and wither away. But all things that define or describe us are rooted in our souls, and it is a man’s soul that remains calm and constant.

Our souls are soil. Our lives spring forth with produce to unveil the rich glories hidden within. Let the circumstances of life pour down on us, that we might drink them up like rain and yield forth a season of life as resplendent as the flowers of the field.

csa spring terry's berries organic WEEK 48

Asparagus
Apples
Baby Bok Choi
Garlic Greens
Braising Mix
Spinach
Bok Choi

By ekwetzel
2011-06-09

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Week 47 – The Joy of Cooking

meal spring home cooking mahi mahi

The Delicious Spread

I. Love. Cooking. And I have missed being able to cook these past few months. Between moving and being pregnant and giving birth and taking care of my newborn, I have been able to do very little cooking since I started this blog post 47 weeks ago. Well…I’ve at least not been able to do nearly as much cooking as I’d have liked.

Since the birth, however, I’ve cooked nothing. Unless you count the rhubarb cobbler from Week 46. Or the leftovers I re-heated in the toaster oven.

Until now. I was finally able to cook. A real meal. With separate dishes. I did the whole thing with a sleeping baby in my ring sling, and I felt Ah-Maz-Ing. The food was yummy, yes, but the sense of satisfaction that I held in my heart was worth far more to me. I felt like I not only accomplished something, but also like I was reclaiming a part of “the old me.” In addition, I was glad to be able to give the gift of a meal to Mr. Wetzel. Cooking is one of our favorite “love languages.”

So: here was our meal in three dishes:
– Mahi Mahi from Trader Joes
– Parmesan Asparagus, adapted from a recipe I found on AllRecipees.com
– Garlic Mashed Potatoes

yummy close up asparagus trader joes mahi mahi mashed

Mahi Mahi, Garlic Mashed Potatoes & Parmesean Asparagus

How to make this meal at home…

Mahi Mahi from Trader Joes: Buy it in the frozen section. Thaw. Bake at 400 for 12ish minutes. I think. (Read the package)

Parmesan Asparagus: Pour the following into large ziplock bag: crushed garlic, olive oil, sea salt, pepper, parmesean. Add asparagus. Shmoosh it around and leave on the counter to drip and drizzle all over itself for a bit. Pour out onto cookie sheet & bake at 400 for 12ish minutes (the same as the fish! woo hoo!)

Q: Erin…how much of each ingredient should I put in the bag?
A: I dunno. Eyeball it.
(If you’re worried, look up “Parmesan Asparagus” on Allrecipes.com for a guideline. I just eyeballed it. And I put in way more Parmesan than called for. Because Wetzels love cheese.)

Garlic Mashed Potatoes: Sliced potatoes & boiled them (about 40 minutes). Separately, diced up the heads to my garlic greens and heated them in copious amounts of butter in a small skillet. Once potatoes were done, I mashed them with a potato masher (you can also use a mixer). Added garlic-butter mixture, plus a little extra butter (to taste) and some milk (about 1/4 cup), to make the potatoes creamier.

YUM!!!!!

week 47 ekwetzel terries berries blogWEEK 47

Radishes
Apples
Baby Bok Choi
Garlic Greens
Asparagus
Spinach
Mixed Spring Greens
Leeks

By ekwetzel
2011-05-30

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Week 46 – Rhubarb In the Raw

rhubarb plant in my yard

The rhubarb plant in my yard

It is ridiculous how expensive rhubarb is.

I mean, seriously? The stuff grows like a weed. And it’s as sour as all get out. Most people have no clue what to do with it. But it’s not exotic; it’s just like the “stand-off-ish” fruit-vegetable* of the produce community. (*Is it a fruit? A vegetable? Do I care enough to wikipedia it? No)

But I loooooove rhubarb. I grew up with rhubarb growing in our yard; the patches grew and grew year after year. We always had plenty of rhubarb. It’s a family joke that we never had enough rhubarb pies, though. As it goes, my dad would get his “one rhubarb pie a year.” I’m not sure how strict that “one a year” rule was, but I remember pie came and went quickly. The rhubarb, however, lasted all summer.

From the time I was quite young, I’d mosey out to the yard with a kitchen knife, slice a stalk off at the base, and decapitate the big leafy head right then and there. Then I’d suck and chew my heart out. Raw rhubarb is so sour, but so poignant and tasty. And I loved it.

When we bought our house last August, one of the little treasures about it was that there was a rhubarb patch already started in the yard. Can you say heaven? I can. Achem: “Rhubarb.”

So, when we got rhubarb in our CSA, I chuckled. I didn’t need any extra. And I gave it away.

Here’s a yummy recipe for rhubarb cobbler, courtesy of my Mom. It’s suuuuper easy:

Yummy Strawberry-Rhubarb Cobbler!

Strawberry Rhubard Cobbler

Mix together the following ingredients in a large/medium bowl:
– 1/4 teaspoon Cinnamon
– 1/4 teaspoon Ginger
– 3/4 cup Sugar
– 2-3 Tablespoons Flour
– 2 sticks Rhubarb
– 1 cup Strawberries
(You can use more strawberries & rhubarb if you want. I often use at least these amounts, and pile on a bit more)

strawberries rhubarb diced sliced

Be sure to slice the rhubarb & strawberries!

mixing up cobbler fruit

Mixing up the fruit & spices.

Mix together the cobbler topping in a separate bowl, out of the following ingredients:
– 1 1/2 cups Instant Oatmeal (or 1 cup regular Oatmeal)
– 1/2 cup Brown Sugar
Then, smash in about 1/4 cup Butter for consistency. I use a fork or my hands.

Place fruit mixture in the bottom of a dish. Top with crumbly cobbler topping.

Bake at 350 F for about 45 minutes.

Prepping cobbler for baking

Prepping cobbler for baking

csa rhubarb speing greensWEEK 46

Braising Mix
Arugula
Rhubarb
Leeks
Garlic Greens
Asparagus
Radishes
Apples
Carrots
Baby Bok Choi

By ekwetzel
2011-05-28

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The Postpartum Weeks: 43-45

Phoebe's toes

Phoebe's little toes, grown on love and local food

When I started this year-long commitment to blogging about our CSA, there were many things I didn’t expect. I didn’t expect to buy a house. I didn’t expect to get laid off. And I didn’t expect to have a beautiful baby girl. But I did. And, while blogging through these changing circumstances has been difficult, it has never been difficult to eat and shop at our CSA. Our farm food has been a constant in the midst of all the other turmoil. It’s delicious, nutritious food that is easy to pick up and easy to afford. It’s just that simple.

These postpartum weeks, I have had little time to shower and cook, much less blog. So this post is a “three in one” for weeks 43, 44 and 45. The pictures of our food take for each week are shown below.

star and heart pancakes

Pancakes that my friend, Amberly, made for us.

One thing that has been a HUGE blessing these weeks is that friends, family and people from church have brought us meals to help us out while we’ve been figuring out how to be parents. I like to think, in some small way, they all became part of us, and part of Phoebe. You see: you are what you eat. Phoebe is made up of everything that I’ve eaten over the past 45(ish) weeks, and now that she is on this side of the womb, she drinks my milk, which is still made up of what I eat. When someone brings us a meal, made with ingredients, time and love, those things become a part of me and a part of my milk, and in turn go into becoming a part of Phoebe. We are all building her together, one bite at a time.

Mmm…I’m hungry!

csa terriy's berries organic spring produceWEEK 43:

Collard Greens
2 Pears
Carrots
2 Leeks
Bowl of Apples
Spinach
2 Bags of Peanuts
Bag of Spring Greens

 

csa terriy's berries organic spring produce

WEEK 44:

Carrots
Parsley
Potatoes
Bok Choi
Apples
Pears
Spinach
Braising Mix
Leeks

 

csa terriy's berries organic spring produceWEEK 45:

Rhubarb
Radishes
Onion
Carrots
Apples
Pears
Red Chard
Parsley
Spinach
Braising Mix
Garlic Greens

By ekwetzel
2011-05-22

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Week 42 – With a Little Help From Our Friends

This week, we did not make a trip to the farm. We were busy doing this:

kiss newborn ekwetzel

And this:

kiss newborn family

And some of this:

sleep with baby

Our friends, Amy and Jesse, went in our stead, picked up the produce and took a picture for us. (Thanks guys!).

I don’t really see much charm in being independent and self-sufficient. Especially not this week, with a new baby in tow. We love community. We love helping and being helped. We love being in connection with others, and opening up our lives to them so that we have the opportunity to form a deep and meaningful relationship with them.

We live a Community Supported Life. We eat from a Community Supported Farm. Community isn’t just about agriculture or organic produce…it’s about heart and life and connection.

Food is just one expression of that bond, and one way in which you can allow yourself to meet the needs of others, and to open yourself up so that others can meet your needs as well.

WEEK 42

week 42 csa terry's berriesCollard Greens
Spinach
Spring Greens
Parsnips
Rutabaga Raab
Garlic Greens
Leeks
Carrots
Apples

By ekwetzel
2011-04-26

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Week 41 – Distracted by Baby’s Presence

baby phoebe wetzelLook who popped into the world this week! It’s baby Phoebe Isobel!

I’ll give you a quick little post about our CSA food this week. I have to say: I am – once again – soooo grateful to have fresh farm food available. I have been ravenous this week since the birth, and it has been amazing to be able to eat fresh, spring salads every day. I devour apples. I want to murder all our carrots in one sitting. I am nursing, so the food passes through me and to my little baby, just as it has been for the past 41 weeks. I’m in the food and the food’s in me; I am the food and the food is me.

And: look at those bright eyes! That fuzzy, hairy head! Grown on the CSA, my friends; this baby cuteness was grown on the CSA.

week 41 terry's berries aprilWEEK 41:

Bok Choi
Potatoes
Carrots
Garlic greens
Apples
Cauliflower
Spring Greens
Lettuce

By ekwetzel
2011-04-17

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Week 40 – Distracted by Baby’s Absence

Our baby was due this week, and I was distracted with other things, so I did not post the picture in time.Sometimes, in order to follow through on things, you have to be willing to change your expectations. I expected to have profound things to say every week about how we feel about our food. Sometimes, some weeks, you are so full of emotions for new things, and your old passions simply take a sideline. We are meant to grow and mature like this; and it is healthy to not obsess about keeping on top of everything that used to be so important to us. After all, the food is there to serve our needs, pleasures and desires: the food was created for us, not us for the food.

So: here you go! Foods from Week 40 with our CSA:

csa spring terry's berries Carrots
Bok Choi
Potatoes
Pears
Apples
Spring Greens
Parsley

By ekwetzel
2011-04-17

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Week 39 – Tips on Getting Started

Rachel Holland treehugger

My friend, Rachel

This week, my friend Rachel sent me the following email:

“I have a very crazy schedule these days. I work 930-6pm M-F then go to school 630-1030pm M-TH. Then I go to my boyfriend’s on the weekends. I’m never home. So I never cook, plus I’m terrible at it. I’ve been eating a lot of processed foods and whatever I bake at school- so most of my diet is bread, cheese and well, bread. I’ve been wanting to eat better and organic- especially since there are a bunch of farm stands across long island. I just don’t know where to start. I don’t really have any time to cook for the week and I know eating healthy usually takes planning. Have any suggestions or places to get more info on quick healthy meals? Everything I find is just too complicated and time consuming. 🙁 I’d appreciate any thoughts you may have.”

Dear Rachel:

It’s easy to think of food, diet and eating as something we should do as opposed to something we enjoy. I would encourage you to not make food decisions from your head, but from your gut. It will be easier, it will illicit a more permanent change, and it will simply be more fun for you! There’s already enough to stress you out with your busy schedule; why add “food choices” as a stressor.

Keeping a mindset of “food is fun,” here are some tips to help you pursue less processed foods:

(1)    Eat foods raw. This takes the need for recipes, ingredients and prep time completely out of the equation. Raw foods are packed with great nutrients, as well as plenty of fiber, so people who eat plenty of raw foods tend to feel healthier, feel fuller, and even maintain their weight easier.
(2)    Have a farm fiasco! If you’re driving home or to your boyfriends and you see a farm stand, don’t just wish that you’d stop; be impulsive and stop. Smell the foods available. Ask the farmer what’s freshest, and get a few tips from him on how to prepare it if you’re unsure.
(3)    Cook with butter and salt. Yes. With butter. Real, fatty, delicious butter. Most veggies are really simple to prepare, and can be prepared the same exact ways. Melt butter in pan, add veggies, stir fry, season with salt. Or: steam veggies, toss with melted butter, season with salt. Of course, you can use other fats, like olive oil or coconut oil; and you can use other seasonings. I find butter and salt make a great standby, though. If it’s good enough for popcorn, why not for everything else?
(4)    Add cheese. That’s right: add cheese to your meal to make it yummier. What’s better than broccoli stir-fried in butter and seasoned with salt? Well: stir-fried, salted broccoli with cheese.
(5)    Do research up front, then apply it to your routine. Do you eat a lot of bread and cheese? Spend some time researching the breads and cheeses available at the places you shop. Are there options that are more local or less processed? If not, are there other stores that might offer better options? Once you do the research and find a couple products you feel confident in, stop thinking about whether or not you should eat them. When you eat bread, simply choose the healthier option.
(6)    Don’t worry about the “organic” label. For that matter, don’t worry about labels. The more a product tries to claim about itself, the more suspicious you should be of it. If something claims to be made “with real cheese,” it makes me wonder why it has to make that claim. Should real cheese be easy to spot and obvious to determine. The only thing you should pay attention to on a label is the ingredient list. If the list has more than 5 ingredients or you can’t pronounce half of them, put it back. There are better options.

If you are interested in reading more about how to make the transition from eating processed foods to healthier, more local, more organic, or simply more delicious options, there are two books I would HIGHLY recommend: Real Food by Nina Planck; In Defense of Food by Michael Pollan.

Oh yeah…and the recipes? I don’t really believe in recipes. I know some people do, but I don’t really use them on a regular basis. I have a few tricks up my sleeve (like the butter/salt trick) and I apply them across the board to different meals. Find a habit that works well for you (such as grilling, baking, pan-frying), and use it again and again. For information on how to cook things, allrecipes.com and similar sites can provide inspiration, but don’t use them as your bible.

Keep in mind food choices shouldn’t feel like a religion. This isn’t a cause you’re signing up for. It’s simply a path that should help you feel better and have more pleasure when you eat. Have faith in your taste buds. Pursue the aspects of grocery shopping and food prep that work for you. And then get on with your life.

By ekwetzel
2011-04-07

csa terry's berries organic foodWEEK 39

Carrots
Potatoes
Onions
Radishes
Pears
Apples
Arugula
Mixed Spring Greens
Spinach
Bok Choi

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Week 38 – Slacker, Part 2

Ok. So, here’s the deal. This is week 38 with the CSA, which means it’s week 38 of my pregnancy. And – frankly – I’ve had more important things on my mind than the meaning of my food. I want to get these pics out there, but if I sit around waiting for a blog idea to pop into my head, it’ll never happen. So: here’s your pic for week 38 (March 22nd – 28th). I also posted a similar entry for Week 37 (March 15th – 21st).

I will have things to say about CSA food in the future. But the future is not now. ;o) And right now, this is what I have to offer you.

csa food week 38WEEK 38

Cabbage
Yellow Onions
Baby Bok Choi
Carrots
Apples
Purple Potatoes
Mixed Salad Greens
2 Bags Braising Mix
Romaine Lettuce

By ekwetzel
2011-03-29

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Week 37 – Slacker, Part 1

Ok. So, here’s the deal. This is week 37 with the CSA, which means it’s week 37 of my pregnancy. And – frankly – I’ve had more important things on my mind than the meaning of my food. I want to get these pics out there, but if I sit around waiting for a blog idea to pop into my head, it’ll never happen. So: here’s your pic for week 37 (March 15th – 21st). And I’ll also make a similar post for Week 38 (March 22nd – 28th).

I will have things to say about CSA food in the future. But the future is not now. ;o) And right now, this is what I have to offer you.

week 37 csa ekwetzel farm foodWEEK 37

Red Potatoes
Carrots
A LOT of Apples (yum!!!)
Pears
Romaine Lettuce
Bok Choi
Mixed Salad Greens
Arugula

By ekwetzel
2011-03-29

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